Wedding Anniversary

My wedding aniversary stroke again last weekend, on the 6th and 7th September. But that day flown away without any celebration or wishes except from my mother-inlaw. This year is my 11th years celebration but honestly I don't have a heart to celebrate it. I just make it as a normal day. Last year we celebrated by having a dinner (ala-ala romantic) in an Italian restaurant at Sunway Hotel with cakes and music. The artists came and play a romantic song near our table...what a happy day and I cherish that moment and kept it deep in my memory and bottom of my heart. I guess I have make a good closure.

"Do I still need to celebrate the anniversary?"I asked myself. "Is it so damn important to me?" I asked my inner feeling yesterday. After experiencing traumatic tragedy, I think I have lost touch and magic in creating magical wonders.

To me now, I will only remember the date but I have felt tired celebrating it. The only date that I will remember and celebrate is Haizreel's birthday on every 12th May each year. This is the utmost important date in my life now. Why? Because it gives me new purpose in life with new perspectives. Besides God, I devoted my life to be a good mother to Haizreel and bring him up in a healthy and conducive environment in order for him to become a better MUSLIM each day.

Ibu loves you Tajul Haizreel...